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In Part 2, I shared how a free masterclass on Soul Realignment® and the Akashic Records appeared at just the right moment — and how something deep within me instantly resonated with it.
This was the beginning of a new chapter: not just healing, but remembering. I’m convinced the Akashic Records called on me because I was finally ready to remember who I was and why I am here. Soul Realignment® truly felt like discovering a missing puzzle piece.
At its core, Soul Realignment® is based on the understanding that your soul is made of energy, and that this energy carries specific qualities, traits, and gifts. These are the way your soul is designed to experience itself in the world. When you live in alignment with this energetic blueprint, you feel flow, joy, clarity, and vitality and are able to create your life into an abundant experience. When you make choices that go against your energy, blockages form – keeping you from accessing your soul’s truth and you create states of lack in your life instead. These blockages can show up as patterns of struggle, confusion, or disconnection. Soul Realignment helps you identify and clear them, so you can return to living from who you truly are.
Understanding Myself
My whole life, I’ve felt different. I’ve carried a deep longing to understand myself – why I react the way I do, why it’s been so hard to fit in in social settings, and why I’ve often felt like an outsider rather than a participant.
I’ve taken every type of test I could find, from the silly teenage maqazine quizes to the serious psychological tests: “What color are you?”, “What Type of Best Friend Are You?”, “What archetype do you belong to?”, “The Big Five”, you name it – all in the hope of seeing myself reflected back. When I chose to study at University, I majored in behavioral science with a focus on psychology, hoping to find a framework that could explain human behavior — and maybe, most of all, my own.
But nothing had been able to explain things completely — there was always a part missing. The Akashic Records opened up a whole new level of understanding. I could finally put words to what I had intuitively felt all along. I studied the protocol and practiced a lot and when I finally came to doing my own reading, I was pretty sure what my soul energy would be.
A Surprising Discovery
There was a particular energy I already strongly identified with – it felt comfortable, affirming, and aligned with how I saw myself. It was easy for my ego to accept. But when I did my own reading, I was surprised. It turned out I didn’t carry the energy I had expected. Instead, my soul is created from two other energies in almost equal measure.
The first one, centered around communication, I did recognize. I’ve always loved language, writing, and expression. I think in words, learn in words, dream in words. When I’m passionate about something, I speak fast, with engagement and enthusiasm. Communicating, expressing, and creating have always felt like my natural state.
But there’s another very important aspect of this energy I had never fully owned – authenticity in communication. Truly expressing what I feel and think – not what I assume others want to hear – has been a lifelong challenge. I’ve learned the hard way to measure my words carefully, adapted, softened my expression not to offend, disturb, or trigger reactions. I’ve been afraid of being misunderstood, questioned, or rejected for speaking my truth.
Divine Communication isn’t just about speaking – it’s about being truthful in what you express. Letting the soul’s voice come through, even when it stirs the pot.
The second energy was even harder to accept. It’s about standing in your power, having freedom of choice, being self-sufficient and loyal to yourself and your path – even if it means going against expectations or social norms. It’s a powerful, independent, and sometimes quite stubborn and willful energy.
And that’s precisely the part I had tried to tone down my whole life. I had learned to hold back, adapt, listen more than I spoke, not take up space. To be “just enough.” So when my soul design revealed something else, I felt resistance. I doubted it. I even got a little irritated. At the same time, I knew in my heart there was some truth to it and that I had to at least try to align with my energies.
Afraid of Owning My Path
Despite the initial resistance towards my own essence, I was in love with the Soul Realignment work and I began offering both these sessions and energy healing very quietly, almost in secret. I even created my first website — again, without telling anyone about it. Even though I had decided that this was the path I wanted to follow, something was still holding me back. I was afraid to share what I was doing. Afraid of being judged. Afraid of being truly seen for who I actually am.
The person I was becoming felt so different from how others knew me—and from how I had seen myself. The dissonance was overwhelming. I kept questioning whether it was real, whether I was just making it up, whether I was capable of doing this work.
I knew that in order to pursue my path, I had to face all of these blockages, limiting beliefs, and internalized preconceptions about what it means to be spiritual — and what it means to own that publicly.
I had cleared what I could in my Akashic Record through Soul Realignment and Body Code and even though I got an inflow of my own energy, what was needed in order to ultimately resolve the blocks in my soul blueprint was new action that go against my old, well familiar, negative patterns of choice.
This is where my inner journey truly deepened.
Follow my journey in part 4 – soon to come…
